I am quoting Ke$ha when I say I have a crazy, beautiful life… But I don’t know how I would describe it any other way. If I could only tell you all the stories that brought me to where I am today. But I think the first story I should tell you is about how I am writing this today, and why I decided to do it.
I have not always had the easiest life (granted – I was the one making the mistakes) – but I battled drugs & eating disorder, anxiety, depression, and truly I was all over the place. I decided to change. As I was coming off everything that I was doing, I started seeing, hearing, feeling things. Truthfully, this was probably going on when I was self-medicated, but I was too numb and unaware. What I saw would terrify me. I would drive around, around and around for hours because I would see someone dying. (there was no body, no car, no nothing). I would be sitting at home, and see a grudge looking like girl, or a fire burning man. I would get glimpses of peoples death, before they crossed over. So naturally, I thought – I watch too much television. But after a while, it would take me hours to drive anywhere because I was petrified of what I would see, I sent my family links & articles on schizophrenia because I thought I related to them, and I was the most anxious, bi-polar person you’d probably ever met. My mind still couldn’t process what was really happening.
Throughout this whole process, I began looking into spirituality. I was called to do a yoga training which included meditation. I began working at an acupuncture center and met one of the most influential woman in my life, and I just started opening my mind. After a friend of ours passed away, I felt this deep sense that he was still will us. I would see him in my back seat, on the stairs of the church at the funeral. I thought how could this be possible? I started looking for answers. I found some solace in the show, “Long Island Medium”. For the first time, I felt like I wasn’t as crazy as I thought I was – although still not fully understanding what was going on. Fast forward a few months, my friend bought us tickets to see Theresa Caputo “Live Experience”. The night before the show, I had this distinct vision, I mean WORD FOR WORD, what Theresa would say to me if she read me – which was not related to anything spirit wise at all. My vision was that Theresa would turn to me and say, Whose Pregnant, are you? (and a few other things around that). Well sure as (you know what) out of a crowd of 4,000+ people Theresa looked at me and said the EXACT words. I nearly dropped out of my chair. How could this be possible?
The first things that flew through my mind — AM I PREGNANT. I think that naturally, that would be anyones response to hearing from an international medium that you’re possibly pregnant. But after 2 days, I decided to get a second opinion. I went to see a local Medium. I sat down for a reading told her little to nothing about my experience ( I surely did not tell her I knew what Theresa was going to say, or anything about my “visions”). 20 Minutes into the reading, we had gone over my entire family lineage, and then my best friend (on spirit’s side of life) comes through. She said literally, “don’t let her fool you, she can see me too.” Yeah well, that woke us both up, and the conversation went into more of, I see things, hear things, and know things before they happen. Help.
And here I sit before you today, typing on this computer, about how I am an Evidential Spiritual Medium. I learned how to work with my guide, communicate effectively, and give evidence that only Spirit could give. I did learn very quickly, but I had 2 things going for me – one of the best teachers, and the fact that Spirit had been around me since childhood (I just didn’t want to see it). After doing readings for people, and seeing the healing that comes from talking to loved ones that have crossed over – I knew that this is where my energy and my focus wanted to be. I wanted to help people, and know I knew my part in it. I am essentially a translator to a language most people cannot speak. (NOT because they can’t, because they don’t open up to it – I’ll go into that later). I think everyone can feel their loved ones energy, I am here to help with that communication and open that line. I have had spirit tell me to “Have my daughter look for the feathers I leave her”… Sure enough, the lady finds freaking feathers all the time in random places. I mean COME ON! Oh the stories I have for you!!
But mainly, I am here today because I want to be here for you. The one that questions is my loved one still here with me. Will they see my baby grow up, or me walk down the isle. The answer is YES. My stories, my readings, everything I share with you is evidence that they are here with us, all around us. It’s up to us to believe in them. I am not asking you to believe anything I say, or what I do, I just want you to know you are loved.. the rest will fall into place.
So there’s how I started down the road of who I am, and what I do. 🙂 I am excited to share my life with you. Stay Tuned. XO Jennie Fuscaldo.